~SnOwChArM™_____*~my sensually demure~*

_________________ shake my hand to know me better =D


- Tan Jie Chong Alvin aka alv (:
- lived 16 years of my life !
- established since 30th January 1991.
- CTSS (Screwed Management) ><
- Former Drum Major of CTWinds,
- Band of the Clementi Town Secondary School (2006 - 2007) - Clarinetist



sexiness of life


my best friend, the computer.
my band, love you people ! muackz ! XD
EREMENTAR GERAD !!!... Reverie Metherlence ^^
my BED. comfy comfy ^_^
and definitely... SLEEP!
the clarinet. feel the music in me !
music. oh you surface my joy...lalala ~
peace and quiet... to relax ?
the winter and its breeze "brrr"~
snow. [clean sparkling white!]
shimmering stars of the night. twinkle me to sleep ~ ^_^
waves of the ocean.
the ferocious rain.
the unforgiving dark clouds. ROAR !
the esplanade, especially to drown my sorrows.
dark chocolates. THEY MAKE ME HIGH ! especially with liquor ! @_@
PASTA ! XDXD
BLUE BLACK. hot !
and definitely...A SMILE FROM YOU =D

suxors!!! ><

homework overloading
backstab me you die !
don't ever me UNREASONABLE with me
my school! screw it.
last minute management
unhappiness and emotional always...zzz..
exams and tests...bleh ~
some kind of people... [don't tell you. =P]

i wish upon a shooting star

new handphone.
laptop... PLEASE !!!
new chain... i'll always want more. xP
new wallet.
larger bedroom. - sad... quite impossible ):
personal clarinet... i can never afford one -_-
personal conducting baton. - where to get eh ? oO
BE HAPPY ALWAYS ! at least try ? =/

Forge the contract


benjamin
dian
jing ru
jovita [tang]
michelle
sheau jyu
xulan
yeeting
yoga
zhengning


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enlightenment =D





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Thursday, August 30, 2007



yawwnnnn..... a post before bed.
today was chinese prelims.... am i dreaming haha
i actually retook my chinese when i have forgotten everything.
i stared at the question paper and wondered for 10 mins
trying to interprete what the damn question was talking about.
ehs tmr's teachers' day celebration, i got nothing leh how lol.
guess what i just cant afford maybe.
my money keeps going out recently and never comes in.
maybe because of INITIAL D. -.-
went to jurong point today after paper to drift
since its teachers' day tmr.
i dunno what crap or shit is this but
i keep deproving.
is it just off-form or suddenly lost the skill or something.
keep making mistakes on akina and everywhere else.
in the end lost to a _ _ _ _ _ _ guy.
sometimes i just cannot tackle the corners at
the optimum speed and sometimes i make some
careless mistake causing my car to understeer at
the entrance of the turn.
then its all over, the match is somehow or rather
settled at that moment.
i just kind of realised why the zone x at jurong point
charges only $0.49 per round of initial D while the other outlets
charge a sky high price of $0.95
amazing huh, same company, drastic difference in play rates.
"the star factory" beside it charges $0.50, so zone-x had it at $0.49.
all about competition in the business world.
ah but im loyal to zone-x... as for now la..
ahaha i must say their services are quite good except
for the super kaopei staff at the JEC outlet.
dumped in SGD30 into my MIP card today,
now i feel even more broke haha.
better start saving up again.
okays off to bed, wonder whats in store for us tmr ?

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Saturday, August 25, 2007



i've decided to write something here after so long.
perhaps i wont write again for the next few weeks or so.
i dont know why... i've not been myself recently.
especially when im alone.
i tend to do things rashly and then regret.
like today, went to lot 1 shopper's mall to get my MIP card done.
there was this boy at the initial D machine, probably around the age of 9 or 10 ?
he was driving a level 22 FD3S, unbelievable i thought.
on the contrary, his skills didnt seem like that of a level 22,
i just suspected the car somehow wasnt his but i didnt bother to ask.
he was rather irritating, made alot of noise and forced the stranger beside him
to challenge him, obviously because the guy was not a good player.
the guy initiailly did not want to, but this boy stretched over to his machine
and opened his option to a challenger, knowing that this guy did not want
to play, i switched it off it for him. then the small boy tried switch it on again,
this time i slapped his hand away.
and i regretted, suddenly i felt great sense of remorse,
i couldnt take back what i did. there was nothing i can do
but to apologise. why why why ? how come i've becomed so rash recently ?
well then the man accepted his challenge so i let the matter rest.
after that the machine was free, i played a few rounds to make myself feel better
but to no avail. perhaps i was too unhappy and didnt have the mood.
i couldnt drive well, i couldnt tackle the corners smoothly,
my CN9A crashed like as if i was a first time player, my mood worsened.
seeing my skills deprove so drastically really hurt me.
hope i dont do such things again and hope my driving skills
improve again to how i was before.


feeling better after typing those stuff out, ah must never forget to keep a smile on
wherever i go, thats the most important thing if you dont want to make yourself
unpleasant to others. (= oh ya the Secret OST should be ready by tmr ?
anyone who's interested feel free to drop me a short message or give me a call,
i'll send it to you via msn.

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Thursday, August 2, 2007



on MC for 5 days and counting...
i haven't smelled school this week.
im down with freaking Viral Conjunctivities.
and so i have a fever which comes along with it.
ya well got it from my siblings, they all got it too.
this crap is known to be extremely contagious.
today is the 4th day of my MC,
feeling bored, sad maybe...
i dont like staying home for so many days.
um thanks to the people who have been messaging me
their concern and taking time out
to specially pay me a visit and keep me company
and bringing me stuff.
oh yeah thanks ben... the apples were great.
he's so glucose.
oh ya, mr ong called me. omg he's so concerned.
he was like... "hey alvin, mr ong here."
then i went... oO.. "hi mr ong ^^"
ahaha... the number on the caller display
looked familiar, like that of a school's number.. the 6417.... crap
so i was somehow or rather a little prepared.
sadly my eyes arent recovering fast enough for me
to return to school.
but i really do want to try to go to school tmr.
i'll have to let mr ong know later if i'll be turning up tmr.
i just changed a course of medication for my eye,
i hope this one is more of a use than the previous one ?
not that the previous one didnt work,
but the recovering effect was erm... weak ?


other than revising bits and pieces here and there,
i've been looking around for music to cheer myself up ?
and um entertain myself as well.
went to dig out old CDs to find nice songs.
well i ransacked every cupboard in the house which
contained CDs and i almost turned the whole of my sis's
room into a garbage dump.
not much of a difference though, it already is
halfway towards being a garbage dump.
thats my sis, or you could say, my both sisters.
i did find cool stuff. quite a few i guess.
but this one rocks the most, i had been looking for this
for quite sometime already after i saw someone use
this piece of music for his MapleStory video.



and YES ! MAPLE... Singapore's Exclusive Map has
arrived in MapleSEA! ^^ the long awaited time is over.
shall go explore.. along with it comes more 2X EXP and 2X drop rate slots,
but i shall be good and shall not play. dont tempt me
grr... after exams i can play for all i care like there's no tmr.
oh ya my priest, i should have abandoned that shit holy arrow la.
in the 4th job advancement, there's this skill called Angel Ray.
well it looks like the same ugly garbage like holy arrow just that
its got abit more..errr... light ? its still garbage though.



one last thing, i'll like to show you this.
erm a concert performance by Vanessa-Mae.
its one of the pieces of music which i dug out from
my pile of vintage CDs.
i love her violin and i love the way she plays it.
take a look...


Contradanza by Vanessa-Mae

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